Tears on my pillow

How long has it been since you last cried yourself to sleep? Are you a cry baby or do you prefer to keep your grief within?

Since I became a diabetic, I find that my emotions are much harder to control. A movie based on a true story (especially if children or pets are involved), make my eyes tear up. Tears well up in my eyes when I hear a song that has a special meaning to me or when the lyrics relate to the situation I am in at the time. Some subjects are too hard to be discussed, because I feel I will break into tears and I have a hard time crying in the presence of others. I do feel the need to cry though. There are too many emotions involved and I feel I can no longer hold them in. Too much has been going on lately and I need to find a way to express my feelings. I need a safe haven to confide about what's going on. I was happy to see my friend last night, over dinner. It feels so good to talk to him. He's such a good listener and he doesn't interrupt. He lets me talk about my feelings and he reassures me things will be allright. Too bad we had no more than 4 hours...