Some light into a dark void

I'm looking for some light, into a dark void. I don't know what to do, what's the best decision to make. I realize I'm the only one who can make the final decision and I will have to hold all responsibility for that matter. How can I make the right decision if the information I get is so opposed to one another... ? For that reason, I will postpone my decision. I hope time will tell and I will hear some other advise, from other people as well. People that know what they are talking about. People who have been on the same rollercoaster and who can tell me it's tough, but okay... I'm falling apart... and I feel like Humpty Dumpty...